The Truth of the Matter...

I fell in love a long time ago. I gave my heart away. I just hope that after all our goodbyes Ill be able to fall in love again. We havent even said goodbye and the thought of one day without you scares me to tears. Its not so much that I don't think I can do it or that I wont be ok...its all the things I will no longer be able to share with you. I miss you already. Before we say goodbye, I want you to know that I loved you with all of me. You were first (possibly worst), but first all the same. I am only sorry that I have to lose you.